Tomboy™[(Rated M)]

.Chapter 19.

Diana walked out of the bathroom, she looked at me and I knew what it said. "Your..your pregnant" she said lowly, tears rushed to my eyes. I couldn't believe this, I was having a baby that my boyfriend didn't even know about. What was I going to do? How was I going to tell Kelly? I'm not ready but first I had to tell my parents and hope that they didn't kick me out. Diana walked over to me and hugged me, which I needed it. I left soon after to tell my parents, then tell Kelly, if I can anyway...


I knocked on the front door waiting for Diana to open it. When she did she was wearing a black sports bra with her light blue shorts. She kissed me quickly on the lips, she then grabbed my hand and pulled me in. I shut the door behind me as she continued to pull me up to her room. I sat down on the bed as she shut her bedroom door and walked over to sit next to me. "What was up with you earlier?"

"Nothing I just had to do something with Ebony"

"Oh" I said, I looked into her eyes, she kissed me lightly on the lips. I grabbed her side and pulled her close to me, deepen the kiss. She pulled away slowly, knowing she didn't want to.

"Stop" she said softly.

"What? Your not ready?"

"No your laying me on the remote" she told me, pulling the remote out from under her. I smiled and kissed her lips again, laying her down. I started to unbutton her shorts and pull them off, moving down to kiss her neck. "Nell"

"Yea?"

"We can't" she finally said, I leaned up and looked down at her.

"What? why not?"

"Bryan's going to be back soon"

"So I can be quick"

"Nell"

"But" I whined, she gave me that look, I let out a breath and sat up. "Can I at least get a handjob?" She sat up shaking her head, but then grabbed my belt buckle. She unbutton my jeans and then reached down into my boxers. She grabbed me and started to stroke lightly, I then put my hand on top of hers. Guiding her as she did it, afterwards I laid back on her bed. Smiling up at her as she pulled her own shorts up and button them. "Thank you baby" I said out of breath, she climbed out of the bed and walked into the bathroom to clean up. That's when I heard the front door slam shut, I just laid there, thinking it's Bryan.

"Diana, I'm home!" I heard her father yell.

"I thought you said he wasn't going to be here" I said in a loud whisper. I rolled out of the bed and my jeans dropped, so I fell.

"I thought he wasn't" she said helping me up, "go hide in the shower" she stated. I grabbed my jeans and ran into the bathroom. I then went into the shower just as the door opened.

"Hey sweetie"

"Hey, I thought you were going to go out tonight"

"I am but I got to take a shower and change, where's Bryan?"

"Getting dinner, why?"

"Just wondering, I'm go get ready" her dad said and then left the room. I let out my breath that I was holding in, I didn't want him to hear me. The curtain pulled back and there he was, her father, staring back at me. My jeans dropped at that moment but his eyes never left mine. "Carnell" he said in a cold voice, I usually never get caught but I did this time, shit. What if he tells my mom? I'm going to get my ass whipped, I looked at Diana. I could see the sorrow in her eyes, I couldn't blame her nor will I regret this...

.Chapter 20.

When I got home from being yelled at by Diana's father, I dropped on the bed. I needed to talk to someone, someone who would know what to do. I grabbed my cell and dialed Dustin's number but he didn't pick up. I would call Erica but it's kind of personal and I don't think she could help. That's when my cell phone rang and it was Neeka, I let out a breath and answered it. "What do you want?"

"Well hi to you too"

"Just answer the question"

"I thought I'd call to see what's up"

"No you didn't"

"Just go with me on this"

"Fine I'm good how about yourself?"

"I'm pregnant"

"Your what?!"

"I'm parking, hold on" she said, I had felt my heart stop, "anyway"

"So why did you call again?"

"I was thinking about you so I was wondering what was going on"

"Oh well" I thought for a few seconds and decided to ask her, what could go bad? "Well I kind of need some advice, you think you could help me?"

"Sure go ahead"

"Well" I said telling her everything that had happen, she started to laugh.

"You got caught? That's never happen to us"

"Yea I know but a little help"

"Oh yea, sorry, well her father probably doesn't like you anymore if he did in the first place. Just put the relationship on a hold until you two can be together. Then her father's opinion wouldn't matter as much" she told me. Sounded like a good idea but I can't be apart from her, I mean I love her.

"Alright thanks Neeka"

"Yea, no problem"

"If there's anything you ever need help with, call me I'll help"

"Alright, well got to go"

"Ok bye" I said hanging up.


"So the plan's working?"

"Like I thought it would" Neeka said then hang up. I walked over to Jr.'s room and peeked inside to see him sound asleep. I thought about me and Diana watching he sleeping, I thought about watching her sleep.

"Soon" I whispered, telling myself more then him, I walked out of the room and to my own. I cuddled up to her pillow since it still sort of smelled like her, soon she'll be in my arms. Only with me no one else, but it's taking to long, I needed her now...

.Chapter 21.

"Your never to see that boy again!" My father yelled at me, right after Nell left.

"No"

"What?"

"I'm not going to stop seeing him" I said standing up. "It's your problem not mine"

"What?" He repeated.

"I've known Carnell longer then you" I stated, getting to my feet and going up to my room. After he left, I walked downstairs to see Bryan halfway through the pizza.

"What's up?" he asked when he saw me.

"I'm going to go to Nell's, you can stay here without getting into trouble, right?"

"Can my girl come over?"

"If her parents let her yea, but remember what I said B" I said. He nodded his head as I grabbed a jacket off the back of the chair. I put it on and found Bryan's Ipod in the pocket, I smiled as I walked to the front door. "Be good!" I yelled as I walked out of the house, I pushed play. Come here by J.Holiday started to play, anyway when I reached the house I walked in. Seeing Patrick dancing around in his boxers, I shut the door and leaned against it. I had turned off the Ipod, he finally turned around and saw me.

"You could ring the door bell"

"And how would that be fun?" I asked, he shook his head. "By the way, nice moves" I stated as I walked up the stairs to Nell's room.

"Thanks!" he yelled, I knocked lightly on the door then walked right in. Closing it behind me, he walked out of the bathroom in just his boxers. A wash cloth in hand, my heart skipped a beat when our eyes met.

"Hey babe what you doing here?"

"My dad doesn't want me to see you anymore"

"What?"

"Your starting to sound like him" I said and then told him what happen after he left.

"Baby I don't want to get in between you and your father, if he doesn't want us to be together. Maybe we should wait" he said, I looked at him, shock and anger ran through my body.

"What?"

"I mean, I want to be with you, god knows how much but you need your father"

"No I don't, I haven't needed him for seventeen years, I've needed you. But I guess time changes shit" I said leaving quickly, he followed me.

"Diana wait"

"Why?"

"We got to talk about this"

"You said what you needed too" I stated slamming the front door in his face. Tears started to form in my eyes as I ran home, I went straight up to my room. I started to pack my things, I written a small note for Bryan. Then left without him noticing I was here, I needed to get away...

.Chapter 22.

"Did you hear that?" I asked Marie, she looked at me funny.

"Hear what?"

"Nothing" I stated, I grabbed her and pulled her closer to me. We were laying in my bed, watching a movie, we weren't doing anything. I wanted to wait and so did she, after minutes my cell phone rang and I quickly picked it up. "Hello?"

"Hey Bryan where's your sister?"

"In her room" I lied.

"Can I talk to her?" My father asked, I let out a breath and got up. I walked out of my room and to hers, knowing she was't here. It had to sound like I was going to her room, so I did, anyway I saw a note sitting on her bed. I walked over and picked up the note, seeing my name at the top in her handwriting.

Bryan,
I'm so sorry but I had to go, don't look for me you won't find me. I tried so hard to stay here but I can't, I just can't stand our father or Carnell, right now...

I didn't need to read the rest, I dropped the note, hang up the phone that I forgot I was on. Then went back to my room, Marie was looking up at me "I'm taking you home" I stated. She asked no question's just got up and put her shoes on, we soon left. Anyway I stood in front of Carnell's house door, everybody knew where he lived. I knocked a few seconds ago and I'm waiting for him to open the door so I can beat the living shit out of him. The door opened and there he stood in jeans and a tank top, "where the fuck is my sister?!"

"I..I don't know"

"What you mean you don't know?"

"I don't know" he said slowly.

"You mean to tell me she ran away"

"What?"

"She ran away because of you!" I screamed.

"Nell you ready?" I heard a female voice, I looked over and saw some girl standing by the staircase. I wasted no time and punched him in the jaw, he stepped back.

"My sister deserve better" I stated, I turned around and walked out of the house. What was I suppose to do now? I can't call up mom and dad and tell them she's gone, maybe she'll come back hopefully...


I followed Bryan out of the house, confused, Bryan was no where to be seen. I let out a breath and then looked behind me to see Erica sitting on the bottom step. "Who was that?"

"Diana's brother"

"Oh"

"Yea, can you get me some ice as I call around?" I asked, she nodded, stood up and walked into the kitchen. I grabbed my cell phone out of my pocket after closing the door and walking into the living room.

"Hello?" I heard his voice, I hated him so fuckin much.

"Diana there?"

"What? Who is this?"

"Carnell, now is Diana there?"

"Nah man, why? What happen?"

"Nothing" I stated and then hang up, if she wasn't with him, who would she be with? Where was she? I knew I shouldn't have listen to Neeka, then this wouldn't have happen...

.Chapter 23.

A Life full of pain
Never smiled, not even a grin
Too many tears fall down to my chin
Hiding behind my hair, that falls onto my face
This whole life of mine, I want to quickley erase
I run my fingers down the sharp knife
Thinking of a few memories of my life
Never any good ones, only bad
I'm so sick of seeing everyone smile, while I am so sad
Still running my fingers down the blade
My life is already beginning to fade
Slowly I see blood drip onto the floor
Soon more blood will come, and all my pain will be here no more
Walk over to my mirror
And I finally see a grin
Only because I have a knife at my throat, and I'm ready to die in sin
A life so dark and so cold
This miserable life that I have , has gotten too old
This will be my last breath that I will take
AS I look in the mirror, and give one last smile that I have to fake
One quick slice across my throat,
so much blood is pouring out that I begin to choke
My body and knife fall quickely to the floor
As my eyes roll back in my head, and my neck is no longer soar
As my body begins to shut down,
I give one last tear, followed by one last frown


"She's what?!" My father yelled at me, he started to pace back and forth. I looked at my mother as she shook her head and watched him pace, why didn't she take me with her? I let out a breath as my father stop to hear the house phone ring. He quickly got it and started to talk, my eyes still on my mother as she sat there.

"I'm very disappointed in you Bryan"

"I know"

"You should've told us"

"I know"

"You..."

"She's at a motel" my father cut off my mother.

"How she get there? Why she there?" My mother kept asking over and over.

"Some guy named Dustin helped her.." his voice trailed off as he got his jacket. I got to my feet, getting off the couch and grabbed my jacket as well, "where you think your going?"

"I want to see her too, she is my sister"

"No Bryan you stay"

"Fine" I said rolling my eyes, they soon left and after a few minutes the door opened back up. I looked over and saw some guy walk in, "who the hell are you?"

"I'm Dustin, Nell's cousin, no time to explain, just get some stuff and lets go"

"Alright" I said, I ran up the stairs and quickly packed my things. He knew my sister and that's about all I cared about right now. Once I was done, I met him outside, getting in his car and see a figure in the back seat.

"You ready?" My sister's voice asked.

"For?"

"Life to bite your ass"

"Life's already bite my ass but yea"

"Good, no girlfriend though"

"For now"

"For now" she repeated, I nodded and Dustin handed me his phone after pulling out of the driveway. I knew he wanted me to call Marie, I had to put things on hold, I won't be with anyone else. I hope she won't be with anyone else, I also hope that I'll come back for her...